Comfortable: such a hard thing for me. i wanna be able to prance for my boyfriend naked. i wanna be able to dress in front of him and feel sexy. i know if i would actually stick to a diet and lose some weight that would help. this has become a serious fight with us. i always want to shower with alomst no light and he always wants to with every single light on. most girls dont see the problem in this, but i feel like i am standing there looking like a big chub ball. im almost sure no one really cares about any of this, but i thought i would get it off my chest since were sitting here ignoring each other because i wanted a candle lite shower instead of the beaming bright lights on my insecure body.
